conversations

x: I think you better move on.

y: Sure I will.

y: Wait, with or without him?

x: Do you ever consider yourself an elephant?

y: Nope, why?

x: Because you never forget.

x: Don't worry, love grows trough time.

y: You mean, like plants?

x: Yeah.

y: They grow and died.

summer to rainy season

Good evening, rainy season. It's been a while. So here I am sitting in my room by my window pane, decided to take a little rest from, emm, stuffs from college :/

The truth is, many things have passed since the last time I wrote here. Many things happened, and here goes some of the highlights.

First chapter, I've been away from my home on July to August, gone for a very wonderful journey to a place I had never been before. Doing my internship for two months there, I've got sooooo many things to be learned, understood, and remembered during summer. Those all beyond beautiful. I've met people, many people, that changed the way I see the world. The people I've met before, virtually, and the people who just bumped into me at occasions, and ended up being such descent friends. Like, truly descent friends :')

I can't stop wondering until today, how a perfect strangers like them would do such a very warm and generous things, when we don't even speak the same language. They're just good people, doing good things to other, and it cannot be any sweeter than that :)

Another thing, I've started my seventh semester by this September. It's been quite, err, tricky. I should have been very busy doing all the assignments-thingy this semester, but then I found myself getting busy doing other stuffs that turns out to be more interesting. Well, I do need to enjoy my last year in college, right? Hahaha, such an excuse, I know :D

Aaaaanyway, in another story, another thing happened too. Feeling grows (aha! :">), and problems occurred. Well, not quite a big issue, actually, but still.. :s In essence, it takes time for me to accept some circumstances that is new. Things that didn't suit me before, but on the other hand is the way other people live with. It might be different, but might not be wrong. So, from there, I've learned :)

And from a very close friend of mine (yea brimmy, that's you), I also learned the way to communicate, to share my feelings, more that just to keep it for myself, as I always be. Well, I'm still trying though, but at least I've got one work done. Yeah. \m/

End of the story, it's still raining outside the window and I can hear the raindrops popping (and suddenly I feel a little mellow). This should be the time to get back on my work. Another day, another story. See ya :D

my 'Ema' at Meiji Shrine :)

just suddenly, mood swing?

nggak tau kenapa, gue merasa tidak mampu berinteraksi dengan orang lain malam ini. jangankan itu, gue bahkan merasa nggak mampu buat berinteraksi dengan diri gue sendiri. padahal nggak ada kejadian apa2 juga sebenernya. hari ini terbilang tidak cukup berat atau melelahkan, it's not even counted as a typical bad day. but suddenly at the end of this day, i just feel, tired. both phisically and emotionally. it's even hard to put on a fake smile.

jadi, ketika temen2 kosan gue ngasih kabar kalo mereka akan menginap diluar malem ini, honestly, i feel somekind of relieved. bukannya apa2, tapi pada saat2 seperti ini, i prefer not to be surrounded by people, by anyone. it feels easier to be with myself only, make a little space around me, and then try to breathe.

then here i am. duduk dikamar gue sendirian, mencoba menuliskan apa yang sedang ada dikepala gue saat ini, sekadar berusaha membuatnya lebih mudah dipahami, buat diri gue sendiri. sayangnya, tugas studio gue buat besok pagi sudah mengintai dari tadi, melihat kearah sini dan memberi kode mata supaya gue cepat2 mengerjakan. ah, please give me a break :(

santa claus is coming to town!

it's christmas day!!! yaaaaayyyy! :D i'm not celebrating christmas, actually. but just like everyone else, i looooove christmas thingies. the trees, ornaments, cookies and sweets, the movies, the songs, and of course, mr. santaaaa! :)) well, some tales can be such lovely sometimes. santa claus on his sleigh with rudolph the red-nosed reindeer, socks hanging near the fireplace, and presents in the morning. hmmm, lovely. oh, and look what i've got! some cute christmas texts for your beloved ones! check these out!

"Even Santa doesn’t make candy as sweet as you."

"Those aren't sugarplums dancing through my head, it's all you."

"Shouldn't you be sitting on top of the tree, Angel?"

awwwww, ubersweet! hahaha.. some people might think it's quite lame, but for me those are cute :)
by the way, i spend this christmas eve all alone in my dorm. you know, with the TV on, lights on, and stuff. kinda hard to sleep with that situation, but that's the best i can do. haha. and yeah, i passed the night. cheers.
okay, time to stop babbling now. merry christmas everyone! have a wonderful holiday! :D

tired, clueless, and decided to start blogging

it's midnight already, and i'm still working on my assignments. not really sleepy actually, but still, it will be very nice to have some sleep at this time, due to my sickness of all this stuff. so, i decided to take a little rest and start blogging :) well, since i have almost nothing to say, let's just see what i want you to see.

this movie, people. yes, this one. it's the best movie of all time for me. the casts, the story line, and everything was just wonderful. two thumbs up. and yeah, double it. then double it again.

dan ini adalah snapshot dari the best scene yang ada di film ini, according to me. klasik, manis, dan menyentuh. oh well, beautifully done. it's sooooo worth to watch for sure.

anyway, kalo weekend ini gue ada waktu luang, gue mau nyari dvd-nya lagi dan nonton ulang film ini untuk kesejuta kalinya. karena filmnya emang nggak pernah membosankan buat ditonton. so i'm begging to Lord that He would give me some days off this weekend :(

okay, enough for this. now i have to get back on my stuff. by the way, don't even mind this midnight babbles. it's just me :D

updates: i put some of the soundtrack on my mixpod. gosh, i'm really into this movieee :))